My happy has always been bringing happiness to others  If the people around me were happy I would be happy Many of us Living our lives, doing what we do, our daily routine. We have a great Family, good friends, a home, if we are "lucky", still something isn't quite right. I felt like I was suffocating I simply just wasn't happy. Attempting communication with my spouse of 13 years, he simply wasn't listening, or maybe thought "this would pass". The marriage was done, we were "going through the motions". There was SOMETHING I was missing in my life. I was not going to just sit back and simply "let life happen". Social Media, became my outlet. It was NOT surprising how many other people were doing the same thing. Everyone living secret lives. I loved corresponding with people from all over the country, not just males either, yes I chatted with females. I began to get lost in my world of social media. Every n